
a cognitive map


stream of thought upon waking… (+typos)
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i saw the glow-worm, though.
saw it clear.
…
slithering this way and that.
attention market
-create: “new/unique” positive or negative event
-polarize: gradient of competition
-narrative focal points: emotion reponse to nouns, proper nouns, adjectives, verbs etc
repetition: keep alive of the newly created attention market
scared: narrative repetition rate rises
look at the future:look at the neow
look at the future:look at the neow
new / unique points toward the future
frequent “everything” updates(maintaining validity of presence)
its the way of the future…
so hurry & don’t blink
there is no such thing as “the past”
only punishment lies in the past
this information:that information
this information:that information
watt information
there is no “missing information”
only punishment lies in missing information
if the discipline of study has a history component/aspect
futher into the past, more will be absent
when needed there are work arounds and substitutions
pattern negativa
absences seem to point to closely related pieces
i believe;you believe;what do you believe;
all you have to do is believe;founded on belief;
believe in you; do you believe;
belief will set you free
time to say know moar
innocence -> ignorance -> faith -> belief -> knowing -> understanding -> wisdom -> being
doubt is
malleable
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note, discovered this a few days after its writing.
-pisces: belief
-aquarius: know
thought it was curious.
genesis versus 1-13 & greek mythos
matching sequence of adjectives
one very abstract
one more specific
interesting 6min
Monotheism is not biblical
-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gryM3a3GZ5w

breath as slow as you can
(they may think you are dead)
it slows the heart beat
wounds will bleed slowly
allowing wounds to dry
arid cauterization
your brain will slow
dissipating nerve energy
blocking pain
but, a warning
return to normal breathing slowly
3 days or so
maybe the young prophets, witches, yogi, shamans & monks,
know some things about fountains & caves.
cave fountains are a cold 314 degrees in the morning.
even an upside down cross (anti-cross),
is right once a
day,
year,….
torah/bible: numbers, chapter 2
-a circle
-four cardinal directions
-between each are three tribes (constellations)
east:judah
rank: 1
captains of tribes:
-nahshon (cancer)
-nethaneel (leo)
-el-iab (the father) (virgo)
count total: 180,006,400
south:reuben
rank: 2
captains of tribes:
-el-izur (the visit) (libra)
-shelumiel (scorpio)
-el-iasaph (the apology) (sagittarius)
count total: 150,001,450
between: levites (left uncounted)
west:ephraim
rank: 3
captains of tribes:
-el-ishama (the light) (capricorn) feminine
-gamaliel (aquarius)
-abidan (pisces)
count total: 108,100
north:dan
rank: 4
captains of tribes:
-ahiezer (aries)
-pagiel (taurus)
-ahira (gemini) feminine
count total: 150,007,600
it seems that this may be indicating a timestamp.
the challenge in aligning this with a 24 hour clock.
the old ways constructed stories that were easy to remember.
speaker to listener transfer of knowledge.
listener understanding not required…
to transfer the knowledge thousands of years into the future.
self adapting to language changes through time.
enduring longer than paper and stone.
always available for those that can Cea.
–c.mewt
the further back in time you go,
the stories regarding the prophets, become larger and,
“seemingly” more “mythic”.
highlighting a progressive reduction,
in the duration of time that could be,
spent in contemplation,
from then until now.
to the point where there is no profit,
from such short periods,
of contemplation.
(formative mood)
syllables of the word
letter of the syllables
sounds of the letters
how do different types of music affect your mood?
do you have a preferred type of music?
how did this preference form?
how does the preference effect your behavior?
when was the first time you heard,
the sounds of the letters in the syllables of your name?
how many times have you heard these sounds since that time?
during what age(s) did you hear these sounds the most?
do the sounds of the letter of your name affect your mood?
then vs now?
could these sounds be part of the foundation of you?
does a song from youth hit the same? medicine or malice?

example: toothache or ivy rash
pain and itching rise and fall in waves
some hours more intense some less
with each rise in pain or itch,
visualize a flower blooming matching the rise,
in as much detail as possible.
after two or three repetitions,
the pain / itch will begin the lessen.
repeat until there is no pain.
of course, it requires focus.
stopping the repetition will cause a gradual increase of pain/itch.
add a breathing technique and it may last longer.
a blackened bowl
filled with water
reflecting the light
of the stars above
apply straight edge
across the bowl
precision measurement
to bring the heavens to earth
–
in the past,
in mediterranean between the horns of taurus,
there was a large volcanic eruption
also in the past, between the horns of the taurus constellation,
is an exploded star, crab nebula.
additionally, the taurus mountain range in turkey,
is located within the top horn of taurus (persian empire) on the map.
